Passing Through
I took my wife to one of the Casa de Cambios in San Ysidro so she could exchange her dollars into pesos.We drove down from San Diego which is about a 20 minute commute.From San Ysidro we'd cross into Tijuana where my wife would go to her bank and then wire the money to her hometown,Jiquilpan,Michoacan.The money would be put into the savings account of her brother. The purpose of this exercise was that Mexico was going to celebrate Dia de Los Muertos,The Day of The Dead.My wife's brother would then buy flowers to put on my mother in law's grave.
There are a slew of these exchange houses in San Ysidro which is the first stop after you cross the border from Tijuana.They've got these Casa de Cambios in Tijuana,but you get a better exchange rate on the US side for some reason.San Ysidro is always crowded with foot traffic and automobiles.My wife wanted to make the exchange at this certain exchange house she always insists on going to.Mexicans are creatures of habit. They don't like to deviate from routines and rituals that they,after periods of time,feel comfortable with.My wife must not have been the only Mexican that thought this Casa de Cambio was a Yelp 4 star rater. The line of people outside this joint stretched around the block.As usual I couldn't understand the reason.
"For cryin' out loud why don't you go to the one across the street!,"I yelled at my wife as I drove inside the parking lot.
"Callete!" she shot back."I like this one."
"The exchange rate is the same!It's the same for all these places!"I shouted in my frustration.
"Callete.Park the car,"
There was no alternative,so I prked the car and got out my crossword puzzles that I keep handy in the glove compartment for monotonous occasions like this like when she just wants to go to her favorite Mexican market in National City just to buy "her" tortillas.The wait is usually over an hour before she walks back pushing an overflowing shopping cart with half the store in it. Thank goodness for crossword puzzles,so I took out a pencil and began to decipher.
As I was exercising my brain,I saw a woman get out of a car that had entered the lot and was parked a few slots down from mine.She was holding the hand of a young boy.I recognized the woman immediately.She was Vargas's daughter,Concha.Vargas was the old fighter who had recently passed away in the sanitorio near the border.
"Conchita!" I shouted in her direction."Ven aqui."
The woman turned and saw me sitting in the car. She smiled and waved and walked with the boy towards my car.
"Rogelio,what are you doing here?" she asked.
She was very lovely with her black hair combed straight down. Her mouth broadened into a wonderful smile.Her teeth were even perfect,her lips full,and her dark complexion immaculate.Her shape was full,but taut.I was transfixed on her large dark eyes as we spoke.
"My wife is changing her money.She wants to wire her brother in Michoacán money so he can buy flowers to put on their mother's grave for Dia de Los Muertos,"I answered.
"It's a small world,"she retorted."I'm here for the same reason."
I looked at the boy. He was a cute little guy.He was dressed very neatly wearing brown slacks and a white shirt. His black leather shoes you could see were shiny and polished. His thick black hair was parted to the side.
"Who's the little guy?"I asked.
"My father's great grandson,Juanito.I named him after my father.My father passed away just before he was born."
"I remember him talking about how he was going to have his first great grandchild,"I said.
"He told me that you visited him in the sanitorio,"said Concha."That was very nice of you to do that. It made him happy."
"Is your daughter still living with you?"I asked.
"She always has.The boy's father never wanted to marry my daughter, nor did he want to work. The guy lives with his mother. She is very happy to have him."
"Wasn't your father from Michoacán?"
"Yes.He was born in Cotija."
"That's not far from my wife's hometown,Jiquilpan."
"Yes, I know Jiquilpan."
"My wife is sending money down there to put things on the grave,"I said.
"My father is buried in Cotija.The money is to buy things to put on the grave also."
"I guess the souls of the dead pass through on The Day of The Dead.The families leave things that they enjoyed on Earth."
"The cemetery gets very busy.Where your mother in law and my father are buried it is traditional to put things on the grave that the departed were fond of."
"I guess my brother in law will put flowers and a taco of frijoles on her grave. I remember my mother in law loved beans and tortillas."
"They will put a pair of boxing gloves and a bottle of tequila on my father's grave,"lamented Concha.
"We used to go out on the town after his fights",I said.
I noticed that she didn't smile after I had said that.I then wish I hadn't spoken.
"I think at the end my father liked to drink more than to fight,at least in the ring."
"He made some money at it,"I said trying to recover from my previous statement.
"When he was a going good it was good enough,but the drinking caught up with him.After he couldn't win anymore there was no more money coming in and his temperament got worse.My mother couldn't take it any longer."
Somehow I thought I had contributed to the problem.
"But in the beginning it wan't so bad,"said Concha."My father didn't like to work.He thought fighting was easier.Juanito's father doesn't like to work either,and take it from me,he's no fighter. A real "maricon".A little mamas' boy."
I could see Juanito tugging at Concha's skirt.
"Rogelio,"said Concha."Juanito is telling me it's time to go.I enjoyed seeing you again. Say hello to your wife for me."
"I sure will."
As I saw her get in line with the boy,i thought of some those times me and vargas would kick up our heels in the streets in Tijuana. We must of had a drink and sung a song in every bar on Revolution Street and in The Coahuila.I'll never forget the night we found ourselves in The Bambi Bar.It was a little hot joint just a block up from Revolution on 3rd Street.It was late and the placed was packed and loud.There were two groups of street musicains inside.a Norteno group and a Tambora ensemble.Both bands were playing as loud as they could,singing and pounding away. There were two contingents of rowdy drunks trying to sing along.The pandemonium was fitting.The chaos was aglow.There were a group of girls sitting at a table with their hands rubbing the crotches of their drunken male companions.They were all drinking it up.Everybody knew what they wanted. There were no pretenses.I remember this big blond I'd see in there all the time. They called her Roxy.She was sitting at the table trying to start a fire between this dude's legs. Vargas saw me eyeing her.He worked his way to where Roxy was at and pulled her away. Her pushed her in my direction.
Roxy was like the star attraction at The Bambi. She was over the top in all categories.First ,let's get something straight.Her name wasn't really Roxy. It was probably something like Maria or Guadalupe,but "Roxy" was more apropos for a joint like the Bambi Bar. Vargas had her stand in front of me.
"Rogelio,I want you to meet my friend Roxy."
Roxy put out her hand limply.
"Nice to meet you,"she said almost incoherently as she rubbed her nose with her fingertips.
"Rogelio my friend. I want you to have some fun. I've taken care of it.I'll be waiting at the bar when you're finished."
I have to admit,by that time any semblance of morality had dissipated hours ago.
As I followed Roxy down the hallway into one of the back rooms I was taken by the size of her. She was half a head taller than me even without her high heels. Her sequin dress fit her torso tighter than a matador's outfit. You could tell her ass and chi chis were shot up with silicon,her hair tinted a platinum blond,the make up thick and eerie.Her eye shadow was a deep purple. She pushed me flat on my back on the small bed in the room. All there was was the bed.No bathroom.No chair.No dresser drawer.The room smelled of marijuana.First she pulled off my pants down to my knees.That was as undressed as she wanted me.Then she took off hers.When those chi chis popped out from her reinforced wire brassiere they looked like warheads.As she straddled on top of me I grabbed at those monsters. They were hard as rocks.
Well I don't remember too much else. I guess I was inside her. I couldn't tell. Either I was too drunk or she was big there like everywhere else.I felt nothing.All I really remembered next was throwing up on the street outside bending down next to Vargas. All I could hear was that deafening music from inside the Bambi Bar.Sometime later I heard someone remark that Roxy was really a man.That f--k--g Vargas.I certainly didn't want to share that experience with Vargas's daughter.
Just as I was finished reminiscing ,my wife returned to the car.
"Remember that old fighter Vargas?"I asked.
"The fighter that died recently in Tijuana.?"
"Yes.Well I just saw his daughter.She went in to change her money.She's sending it down to Cotija so they can put things on her father's grave for Dia de Los Muertos ."
"What are they going to put on the grave?"
"Boxing gloves,a bottle of tequila,and....hopefully Roxy."
I don't think my wife heard what I said because she was counting her money.
The dead passing through. Jiquilpan,Mexico